I know, nobody ever told...

I know, nobody ever told you. But you are a good girl. You are. You are a good girl and you are what I always wanted you to be. You're beautiful in the way you create and destroy and in every flaw you have I see something that makes me smile inside.

I wish I could be with you right now, support you in this time you are in, in this life you are stuck in. I wish I could be your backbone, your safety system making sure you never fall. Because I know you will fail, over and over , be bruised like you have always been, abused by your loved ones, neglected by your surroundings.

But i want you know that it is okay. You are. You will be. I know Im not with you and I wish I would have taken the time I had with you more seriously. In fact  I wish I would have spent every wake minute with you, cherishing you.

I miss you truly. And I love you.

Your father.

I think that's what he would say if he was still alive.