You should be stronger than me.
slowly falling, slowly gettin' high
i'm slowling drowning now
i don't want
to do no wrong
don't know if this will be - at all
don't know if this is more of what i miss
i can't just tell you more
silence for the muse
lock her deep down down deep
the cellars free for demons now
childhood killed the glory there
i can't just tell you more
there's something here i can't explain
there's something wrong
i won't pretend
let me know when scars get healed
let me know
cause there's so much more in me tonight
than two weeks a month and a
slowly fading memory
i'm not forcing anyone
there's no pushing inside me
This' just me
lying naked on your floor
& with hours fading
and flesh getting cold
beneat my thighs there's freedom spoken
in my heart there's something missing
i'm walking on my tiptoes
slowly craving what i missed out
can you tell there's something wrong
when one becomes no more than kisses?
I can feel you if you want me to
can feel you if you prove me wrong
i'm slowly dripping, fading into you
& all i want is push on hold
cause hurt is what i'll get tonight
I can barely see the letters on my keyboard cause my eyes are filled with pain and mildly tasting sugarwater. It falls down on your hoodie, on the map of NYC and it cause drips all the way through your heart and brains like your stabbing knife and knuckles did with mine.
I'ts what gets you every fucking time.I cry and you bow, you bend and you break and if i don't do the same your fist raises high up in the dark mood of the shattered sky.
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