5 posts from February 2009

SHIT SHIT

"The next time I saw Milena was in New York a couple of weeks ago, I played a gig at the Bowery Ballroom and had an after party at the Spotted Pig, we had a drink and I thanked her for the article as it was very complimentary ,it’s not often people write nice things about me." 



SHIT I GO THERE ALL THE TIME SHIT SHIT 

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this street

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He said " shouldn't we make this more discreet"

and I sighed
I said
" what could be more discreet than this New York City street?"
It's past midnight, the city thrives
and your blood pumps against my thighs
there's nothing much to loose anymore
cause i've given up on writing
i've given up on love
and all you care about is your privacy
at this very moment 
I reckon there's deeper
meaning to all of this
Cause subtly enough you sneak your hand on my heart
Tomorrow they'll call me a whore 
and you'll brag about your score
I'll listen to Lily Allen and Jaime T
and i wonder where pop has gone if anywhere
I'll wish I was smoking and The Shins will tell me how to keep it up

Cause I've got to keep it up
For mum and her lover
And for my dad who is dead

Cause I've got to keep it up
For my mum and her lover
And for my dad who is dead


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i can only make it to 14...

1. i used to randomly take in animals from people and then end up having to keep 'em cause nobody wanted them. My cat for example makes a kind of "donc" sound whenever he jumps off things because it's previous owners ex-boyfriend put him in the washing machine and most of his bones were broken. 2. i spend whole days looking at the Monet they have at the moma. it's good memories and makes me happy at any given time. 3. i have every Dusty Springfield vinyl press there is. thanks to ben the collection is complete. <3 4. the stones were better than the beatles and that's a given. 5. i never take my necklace off. everrr. 6. The Neverending Story still scares the shit out of me. 7. There's nowhere i feel more home than in Camden, ldn. 8. I can't drink Tequila anymore. Even the smell of it makes me sick and it's all Biancas fault. and she knows it.and evas. a little. 9. I wish i could waitress and bartend my whole life long. It's the most fun job i could imagine. 10. I majored in Art & English. Which was dirt easy. 11. I love sleep. Me and Holly could probably happily sleep our lifes away. 12. I used to be obsessed with trying to find the newest, bestest , indiest Indie band out there just to beat Bianca at it. 13. I spent age 9 to 13 on my bedroom floor listening to Michael Jacksons "Dangerous" record. I could probably draw the whole freaking cover without looking it up. 14. I can kite-and windsurf. But i'm shit-scared of fish. 15. I have this inch long scar on my shoulder from the day i won the spelling bee at my school.Aftewards my best friend punched me in the shoulder for not letting her win and ran away with my prize. She was wearing one of those diamond rings that you can eat ( grape flavor.. which should have been a hint in the first place ). Six stitches.


16. I own an old fashioned type writer back home. My driving teacher gave it to me for reasons beyond me.

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Page six blind itemssteven...

 Page six blind items
[info]steven_dam
February 3rd, 4:35
WHICH son of a big real estate investor became so aggressively deranged at Dorrian's on Second Avenue, he fought with the bouncer who threw him out, and then kicked in the bar's plate-glass windows? His business partner quickly offered to pay for repairs to prevent cops from arresting him . . . 


So my friends and I go out friday night... to Dorrian's..like usual. And we take a long all the AuPairs..because it's hard to escape them and the boys like the girls and the girls like the boys and oh my. 
Point being.
I'm cool now. 
And i didn't even notice. 
Cause the bars I go to are mentioned at fucking Page Six. Which means fucking Page Six went to fucking Dorrian's haha where i lost my phone. So technically i lost my phone in the coolest spot on earth.
The coolness of this is certainly overwhelming.

I also met a nice jewish guy who is into kinky shit. And Pat txted me that he had lost his phone and sorry for nto getting in touch and blah blah blah and i just wrote back that they make dandy shit like facebook to keep in touch with people.
So he's all "yeah i hate facebook, you know that of all people, but ur right" and all i could say was that it doesn't make it any better. He's much smarter than this. And he knows i'm much smarter than this so pulling this shit is insulting to him and me. Which makes it even worse. 
I cried hard when i got his txt. It's pathetic how overwhelmingly much i like him. Genuinely like him. As a person. I always said it's about the person, not the gender. It's always been one of the very few principles i have. And i like him . Not like him like him. But i like him. As a person. And it broke my heart last week. And i was shaking when i realized it was him txting me. And i know he doesn't like me like that but i pretend to wonder if it's because he's fucked up emotionally. All i want his more kisses.


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So, you're dead soYou're...

So, you're dead

so
You're dead
You've decided to die
and the lightening strikes you
you fall to the floor
and i wonder
yes, i wonder
as morbid as it sounds
was i on your mind at all?
when you died?
My therapist says,
it doesnt' really matter
it's life and how to make it better,
the truth is you're holding me back
my relationships are distraught
and i wonder if mommy 
ever cries about you being dead
she hates you in public
and i make it up by hating you in quiet
so
you're dead
you've decided to die
you fall to the floor 
so
i'm dead
i've decided to die
my body hits the floor
and my dad won't be on my mind
cause he's dead
my dad is dead
thank you very much
i know it's sad
i've said enough
It's about life and how to make it better
and i wonder,
yes i wonder,
why the guy i fuck is the same age as my mother
i fall to the floor
and my head hit's the ground
and my dad won't be on my mind

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